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assalamualaikum..
 dear diary,

ahaha.. dah abes speaking muet.. mcm biase.. bile bab berkate2 nie, mmg aku err...err.. like usual.. cube klu dgn org yg dah rapat.. kluar je dewan tu.. haish.. haish.. haish... time mnununggu tu pling sekse.. bcoz.. buat org mkin gabra!!! err.. n pling best bilik kuarantin kt library.. guess what, i found a really interesting book!!! it amazing!!! tajuk dia  yang yang / that's that.. well, nk ilangkn nervous punye psl.. amik kau, sastera!! tp mmg menarik.. sbb sbenarnye ianye karya bahasa inggeris tp diterjemahkn ke bahasa melayu.. atau pon sebaliknye pon x pasti ar.. haha.. yang pasti ianye dwibahasa!!! err, last2 minit b4 masuk ke hall tu.. ade ar bace buku psikologi.. pasal failure.. ade la sikit2 yg aku igt,

with failure then you will know yourself..
hey, it's just a slip.. not a fall!!
the biggest success is when you keep rising fr0m the fall..

okay2.. and then masuk bilik tu.. err.. okay.. lost concentrate.. err.. okay, focus rabia.. focus.. 2 boys n two girls.. err.. it's fine with me.. tapi.. seriusly, aku x amik kira pon ape examiner tu kate.. otak tgh sibuk pikir ape la point aku nieyh.. =.='' but then, i lost my mind.. gare2 tgok candidate D.. wah.. giler ar.. tangan asyik mnulis je.. aku.. okay i got my point.. there.. there.. n there.. tgn pon trus mnulis.. n mlakar.. otak plak.. think n think n think.. okay i got it!!  candidate A.. lepas.. candidate B.. lepas. walaupon diorg x sempat nk conclude.. candidate C.. okay.. relax.. rabia.. relax..

"good morning to examiners and co-.. err.. er.. okay.. today we will talk about.. lalala~" tibe2 aku tdgar satu suara.. "candidate C, u should talk about...bla.. bla..bla.. " err.. okay.. but then.. ape lg aku nk bantai nieyh.. otak.. pikir.. idea, dtgla!! plizz~~ tibe2 ade satu suara dr seorg hero yg selamatkn aku.. wa! rase mcm dlm kayangn.. wa~~ !!!!!! "okay, ur time is enough candidate C".. nie ar suara yg selamatkn aku.. actually, heroin.. haha.. examiner tu sendiri!! agaga.. tak de maknenye ade suara shah rukh khan ke.. suara maher zain ke.. suara sheila on 7 ke.. tak de maknenye.. tibe rase, err, hey i didn't say anything!! could you give me another 2 minutes!! hey, plizz.. nk je aku ckp mcm tu.. tp hey, relaks.. ade part B..

part B.. i give a reasons.. tp kan.. dh hafal skrip.. tp bile kat sane.. nervous punye psl.. main balon je.. itupon gagap!! argh!! what the *fish!!! tp alhamdulillah.. even takde point kt part A.. i got point at part B.. tp point tak gune ar utk muet part B!! haish..

abes je muet.. ha.. amik kau.. mulut aku tak nak berhenti.. masuk je kerete trus cakap ngn ayah.. bla..bla..bla.. tadi. itula inila.. ahaha.. sampai member yg kt blakang tu mcm dh x wujud.. hehe.. kesian bdak tu.. dah ar 1st time aku jumpe dia.. then dia tumpang kete kiteorg yg x sbrape.. err.. pastu aku plak asyik mbebel.. lala~ time diorg smua tgh tunggu, keje aku.. haha.. kate library, books!! yaALLAH, byk giler buku.. dr sastera hinggelah sejarah, drpd fiksyen ke non-fiksyen.. nk je aku bukak buku maths td.. ahaha.. lg simple.. tp nanti org igt ape plak.. org nk pekse muet dia gi bukak buku maths.. tak pe.. aku amik buku muet.. err.. rase mcm nk pengsan.. tgok fiksyen bm.. wa~~ interesting.. tp sastera.. poems by poems gak..

sorry, entry nie just abeskn rase nervous akibat muet... smpai dh abes muet pon still mgigil tau.. ahaha. time muet lg ar.. so, nk abeskn nervous.. coretla pngalamn kt sini.. ahaha.. muet~ goodbye... walaupn tau, mungkin dpt markah sikit je td.. tp hey, don't give up!! failure makes u stronger!! ahaha.. masih ade part listening, reading and writing.. u can cover it rabiatul!! u can..

p/s: merepek sungguh entry ini.. dgn bahasa yg teramat la rojak.. laalala... people who dares to fail will success.. ;)